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[Yep, still empty.]

Date: 2020-08-27 10:44 pm (UTC)
transfuge: (Amused)
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Thanks, Nicky.

[ After he pulled out his laptop he went over and hugged him from behind, clinging to him fiercely. ]

I'm really glad you're here. I'd be a mess without you.

[ He pressed a kiss to his hair and then pulled away to unpack the rest of the laptop accessories and other stuff.

Nicky had said he wanted to unpack and Booker was going to get some of that done. ]

Date: 2020-08-27 11:06 pm (UTC)
transfuge: (Listening)
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[ Booker was surprised by the question. They had been working together quietly and he thought comfortably but Nicky sounded kind of mad. ]

Because you're joining the priesthood. Joe and I don't want to pressure you.

[ He set down the school supplies he had been unpacking and looked over at Nicky. He noticed the blush or the angry flush? He wasn't sure but clearly his friend was upset and that was bad. ]

I mean, selfishly I don't want you to do that, but we talked about it and agreed we would let you decide that for yourself. And whatever you decide we'll respect that.

[ Booker figured that was basically it. Nicky as a priest was off limits and they would honor that even if they still wanted him. ]

That's what you do for the people you care for. You respect and support their decisions not force them because of what you want.

Date: 2020-08-27 11:19 pm (UTC)
transfuge: (Grief)
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Joe is braver than I am.

[ Booker shrugged and smiled kind of sadly at Nicky. ]

I get really fucked up when people leave. So, like, if I kept kissing you and having sex with you and then you still became a priest and gave it all up? It would really mess with my head.

[ He knew his mind pretty well thanks to therapy. He would see Nicky picking the priesthood as not being good enough. It would hurt like hell to have Nicky and then lose him. ]

So, I just figured I'd be your friend while you figure out what you want. I knew we'd see each other more than the others and I could put pressure on you so I try not to do that.

Date: 2020-08-27 11:35 pm (UTC)
transfuge: (Comfy)
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You want to help people, right? When it comes down to it that's really what you want. There's a lot of ways you can do that outside the church.

[ Booker would have liked to go to Nicky too. That's what they did in their group when one of them was hurting. They circled the wagons and protected them.

Right now, though, he thought hugging Nicky might influence him. He was so responsive to touch. ]


You could be a therapist. I've found them amazingly helpful. Or a paramedic. And if you want to do something with God maybe another denomination. One where... you know, you could have me and Joe.

[ Booker leaned forward and looked as honest and open and loving as he could for Nicky. ]

But even if you still choose to be a priest you'll have Joe and me. We'll always be your friends. We'll always love you. Even if we can't kiss you and stuff.

Date: 2020-08-27 11:57 pm (UTC)
transfuge: (Death)
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I really, really want to tell you to choose us.

[ Of course he did. He wanted Nicky and Joe because Booker would absolutely be that selfish. Two loving, beautiful men all for himself? Yes, he would like that very much. ]

But I can't make that choice for you. It's something you have to decide.

[ He sighed heavily. ]

I miss you too. Joe too. He's coming to Paris for both of us, you know.

Date: 2020-08-28 12:13 am (UTC)
transfuge: (Sad)
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I love you too, Nicky.

[ Booker got up, went over to him, and wrapped his arms around him. He hugged him tightly resting his temple against Nicky's. ]

And I promise we will still love you even if you choose to be a priest, okay? I mean, we still love Andy and she's Andy.

[ He was trying to lighten the mood a little. He hadn't meant to make it so tense by talking about this. ]

And if you want to talk about it some more we can go grab food and call Joe and talk to him too about all of this.

Date: 2020-08-28 12:28 am (UTC)
transfuge: (Shitty Game)
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I know. It's different for us.

[ It had been different since the night they all slept together. That night had fundamentally changed Booker's outlook for the future. He wanted Joe. He wanted Nicky.

He still wanted a house for all of them but like he wanted to spend his nights wrapped up in their arms and days being able to kiss them whenever the hell he wanted even though it's completely unconventional.

Bisexuals are supposed to be greedy right? He's just embracing the stereotype. ]


I sent him a picture of you unpacking stuff and he cursed me out so he might still be up.

[ He tugged Nicky onto his feet so he wasn't so curled up and closed off. ]

Come on. Food will make us feel better.

Date: 2020-08-28 12:46 am (UTC)
transfuge: (Arm Chair)
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When your hair is a mess like that and you're sweaty as hell. You look pretty close to when we wrecked you.

[ Which is why all the cursing. Joe is in America still, far away from the two people he wants to be with. It's hard on him.

He squeezes Nicky's hand as they walked and ordered for both of them once he knew what Nicky wanted. They could hold hands the whole time if that's what Nicky wanted. ]


The answer to that depends on who you ask. Bisexual feels right to me. But the whole thing is a spectrum. I can pull up a Kinsey test when we get back to the dorm if you want.

Date: 2020-08-28 12:59 am (UTC)
transfuge: (Family)
From: [personal profile] transfuge
Yeah, we can just watch a movie and cuddle.

[ The group cuddled all the time. It was just what they did when they watched movies. Booker was really excited for a chance to hold Nicky for awhile. ]

What movie do you want to watch?

[ He leads him back up to the dorm and hands him the food while he gets his laptop and Netflix. ]

Alright, you want the edge of the bed? Or the wall?

Date: 2020-08-28 01:23 am (UTC)
transfuge: (Amused)
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Had to ask.

[ Booker climbs over to the wall side and puts the laptop carefully where both of them can see it and still manage to cuddle.

Joe is not up right now. He doesn't answer Nicky's texts which is a shame because it would be really good to talk to him. They'll have to chat tomorrow morning when timezones line up for a brief time. ]


If you don't pick something I'm going to pick the movie.

[ He grabs some food and shoves it in his mouth, looking for all the world like he's the happiest he's been in a long, long time. ]

Date: 2020-08-28 01:41 am (UTC)
transfuge: (Comfy)
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Well, you're stuck watching my favorite action movie then.

[ Booker puts on The Bourne Identity which is probably a little more plot heavy than Nicky really wanted but it has car chases and explosions and it takes place in Paris. It's the best.

Once the food is done Booker inches close to Nicky, puts an arm around his shoulder and tugs him against his side. It's time for cuddling and nuzzling.

They both need the comfort so Booker's going to take the opportunity to hold on and bask in it. ]

Date: 2020-08-28 02:36 am (UTC)
transfuge: (Amused)
From: [personal profile] transfuge
[ Wasn't it an innocent little kiss like that kicked off that summer night? Just the three of them lying around in bed with the TV on in the background? And then one little kiss and a little touch and then it all broke loose?

Booker closed his eyes and sighed softly. He brushed his fingers along Nicky's arm because he liked to torture himself. ]


Careful with that. Your kisses are lethal.

[ There wasn't supposed to be any funny stuff tonight. Booker reminded himself of that even though everything was totally perfect to make out for awhile.

He wasn't going to make Nicky stop. Not yet, at least. Booker wanted it too. ]

Date: 2020-08-28 02:50 am (UTC)
transfuge: (Tired)
From: [personal profile] transfuge
It's okay.

[ Booker's Italian was better thanks to Nicky so he knew what Nicky called him. It made his heart ache a little bit. ]

You are a very loving guy.

[ He turned his head and kissed Nicky's temple. They'll walk a fine line between friendly affection and more. Booker was willing to take that risk because it wasn't their style not to be affectionate with each other. ]

I take it the movie is kind of boring?

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