Malta

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This is a fairy tale of blood and bullets
It is the story of three men and three women and a small island between Italy and Africa.
This is a story about tragedy and pain, about healing and hope, but mostly it is about
love.

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"Please don't," he said as he stretched out. Booker couldn't help but stretch his arms over his head for the pleasant ache it brought his muscles then he settled his hands on Nicky's hips to help him stay steady.

He helped guide Nicky down until he could easily mouth at the head of his cock. Did Nicky really think he wouldn't be interested? His mouth was watering just at the sight of it so close. He flicked his tongue against the crown before carefully drawing it into his mouth.

Booker might need a minute to warm up because he was out of practice but he would make up for it in enthusiasm.

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Booker needed a few minutes to reacquaint himself with the feeling of a cock his mouth, but Nicky had no such problem. His only issue, and it was a very small issue for him, was the fact that he had to hold himself up with his elbows so he couldn't actually use his hands at all.

It didn't really stop him from licking a wide stripe from root to tip, then groaning as little as he closed his mouth around Booker. He wasn't usually one for sloppy, but without the use of his hands he had to be inventive with his tongue to make sure the other man's cock was wet enough for him to slide easily over his skin.

That just so happened to mean that He bobbed his head only once before he was swallowing Booker down until his nose was buried in course hair.

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Booker gripped Nicky's hips tightly as the other man swallowed his cock in one smooth go. He had to stop before he accidentally choked himself on Nicky's cock. Nicky didn't need his hands. The combination might actually kill him.

After a minute to get his head on straight and collect all the brain power that just went south to his dick Booker got back to bobbing on Nicky's cock, careful not to let it get too deep.

His hands kneading Nicky's ass. It's been too long since he touched him. The body under his hand was lean and strong and so fucking beautiful. Booker had his eyes closed but he could picture Nicky in his mind, the same vision he was the last time he was in bed with him.

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He tried to keep Booker as deep as he could, but the combination of the angle and Booker's mouth on his own body proved to be a little too much. He pulled back and off, resting his forehead against Booker's hip for a moment as he groaned.

"Sebastien...." It was a reverent whisper against soft skin and Nicky could feel himself wanting to roll his hips down. He didn't...but they may have twitched a little under Booker's hands.

Once he felt like he had a little better control of himself, he nipped lightly at Booker's hip before he pushed himself back up and ran his tongue around the head of his cock before pulling him back into his mouth with tight, steady pressure.

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Booker appreciated the pause while Nicky caught his breath. He didn't want this to end too quickly. It had been years, almost a century since he was last with Nicky. This should last. It should be thorough. He wanted that for himself and he wanted that for Nicky.

But that steady pressure and tight seal really was the best sort of torture. He braced against the ground and gently tested the water by rolling his hips up. After all this time he wasn't sure what Nicky could take. Probably more than this but Booker was gaining his own confidence back.

He gently took him deeper each time, settling into the rhythm and gaining confidence. The strain of his jaw and the occasional nudge against the back of his throat couldn't distract him. They might unmake each other.

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This probably wasn't going to last nearly as long as either of them wanted it to last, but they were both going to try. It would have been adorable if Nicky had been in the right frame of mind to appreciate it.

As it was, Booker was rocking up into his mouth and he moaned around his cock, his own hips dipping a little. He loved it when his lovers made use of his mouth. It satisfied something deep in him that he couldn't name and didn't really care to try. He didn't need to know why he liked it so much, he just needed to know and let himself indulge.

Booker rolled his hips upwards and Nicky bobbed down to meet him, his eyes sliding shut and his hands sliding into the gap between the man's ass and the lounge chair so that he could encourage those rocks.

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A few things had started to come back to Booker now. He remembered certain things Nicky liked and some of the sensitive places on his body. He rolled his hips with more force now trusting that if he did something Nicky didn't like the man would simply pinch his ass to make him stop.

He did get a little too eager himself and took Nicky a little too deep choking as the head of his cock nudged hard against the back of his throat. Booker pulled back and coughed, then laid back to catch his breath.

"Fuck me, I am sloppy at this." He rubbed his hand over his mouth and cleared his throat. Then he turned his head and nuzzled against the sensitive skin along the inside of Nicky's thigh. "Sorry, love."

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He pulled back when Booker choked on him, looking back over his shoulder to make sure that his lover was alright and didn't need him to move. The last thing he wanted to do was make Booker feel trapped under him. The fact that they could throw each other around if they needed to helped with that concern, however. If Booker really needed him to move, he would just move him.

"Delightfully sloppy, bello. Your mouth is out of practice and yet you still feel amazing. Would it be easier on you if we did this one at a time? I'd hate to overwhelm you." The little smirk on his lips said the opposite.

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Booker chuckled. "It's been awhile but I know that look. You'd love a chance to ruin me."

He let it happen every now and then. Booker was so much better at giving pleasure than accepting it for himself. Some voice in the back of his mind told him he was being selfish letting his partner give him all the attention.

But Nicky, oh, he was so good at it. "You tempt me, you bastard. Just to let you have me but this was your idea in the first place."

Booker pressed another kiss to the idea of high thigh and then got back to the very wonderful business of blowing Nicky.

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"It was my idea because I didn't think you'd let me, otherwise." His laugh was cut short a little when Booker's mouth once more closed around him, his grip on the man's ass tightening. He took a moment, letting his head bow to rest his forehead against Booker's hip, closing his eyes as he just enjoyed the feeling of Booker relearning him.

He moaned, sucking a dark mark against the bone of Booker's hip, immediately pulling his hand free so that he could press his thumb over it, keeping it from healing as he took Booker back into his mouth. It left all his balance on one elbow and he was just starting to feel the strain on the position in his muscles and he hummed a little around Booker in appreciation.

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He supposed he deserved that. The rift he put between himself and the rest of them was quite large. Without this break in Malta who knew if he would ever close it? Who knew how deep he would've sunk into his own pain?

Now wasn't the time to think about such things but Booker was more determined than ever to make it up to Nicky and the rest of them. There was a lot of work to do.

That little hum made his toes curl against the concrete and his hips bucked up hard. Nicky had to be careful with him. He was wildly sensitive. More of that and Booker would come in seconds.

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Wildly sensitive, indeed. And maybe a little touch starved? Nicky didn't know that last part for sure, but he did know that if he'd spent that long actively avoiding human contact, he'd be a mess. He wasn't even an overly touchy man, either. But little everyday touches? All the time.

And he was rather fond of wrecking the man under him.

He eased back and pulled off, letting the suction break at the top with a rather lewd 'pop'. He rolled his hips down, just a little bit, moaning softly at the feel of Booker's mouth over him...then he sank back down over Booker's cock without warning, swallowing hard when he felt the man at the back of his throat.

The hand keeping that mark from healing gave up on the task in favor of lightly stroking his thigh. Like one would calm a frightened horse.

And then he hummed.

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Booker moaned around the cock in his mouth as once again Nicky set about utterly ruining him. How was he supposed to concentrate when Nicky hummed like that? It sent sparks of pleasure racing through his whole body, heavy and impossible to resist.

He pulled back from his cock to catch his breath and ride out the storm of pleasure going through him. "Nicolo, you're going to make me come," he warned though he thought the warning would be ignored.

"I can't focus when you do that." The best he could do was stroke Nicky's cock and mouth at the head, only occasionally sucking. He could sense Nicky's smugness like he was looking at his smile.

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He sensed correctly.

Nicky didn't let up, but he did stop his continuous humming. Instead, he hollowed his cheeks and drew back enough to sneak a few careful breaths through his nose before bobbing back down. And once Booker was snug in the back of his throat, that was when he hummed again. Only a few seconds, then the whole process started all over again.

He was merciless when he had a goal in mind.

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There was no defense against Nicky's skill. Booker could only ride it out while he fell apart. Goddamn, it was like they'd never stopped sleeping together. It was wildly unfair but Booker really couldn't complain. Not with any real heat at least.

He grabbed Nicky's thigh with his free hand and just... gave up. He gave up. He let Nicky have him and stopped fighting against the pleasure surging through him. His eyes closed as he turned his head panting against Nicky's thigh.

"Ah fuck," he cursed and then buried his face against his skin. His body trembled and twisted slightly then his hips bucked up and he came.

The world was a sort of white fuzz and chaotic pleasure for two minutes. He was glad for Nicky's body against his for an anchor. Yeah, there was no possible way he could return the action at the moment. Nicky would need to give him a minute.

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If it helped at all, unconditional surrender had been what Nicky had been aiming for. He knew that no matter how much he wanted to make Booker fall apart under him, the man wouldn't let himself do it. He'd never been particularly good at just accepting pleasure without doing something for his partner.

This...might not have been the first time that Nicky had lured him into bed under the pretense of mutual satisfaction only to completely ambush him. Was it a dirty tactic? Probably. Did Nicky feel bad about using it? Not in the slightest.

He groaned when Booker came, swallowing him down without any hesitation. He worked him still, gentle now since he knew how over sensitive it could be, but he made sure to get every drop Booker had to offer him. And when he finally did ease back to let the softening cock slip from his lips, he kissed his way over to the jut of Booker's hip bone, nibbling and drawing up another dark mark until his lover was recovered enough to push him away.

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"You bastard."

Booker knew what Nicky had done. It was an old familiar routine between them. Booker tried his best to hold out and Nicky ruined him any way. The insult was said with affection. How could he not feel love and affection for him?

"Turn around so I can kiss you." He would give Nicky plenty of attention in a minute. First, he wanted kisses and running his hands all over Nicky's body while he did it.

And he wanted to tell him he loved him. Booker hadn't said it enough over the years while he pulled himself farther and farther away. Booker needed to say it. He needed Nicky to see the sincerity in it.

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Nicky laughed, answering that order with a sharp nip to Booker's hip bone before he moved to do as he'd been asked. It took a moment to get feeling back into his lower arms, but by the time that he was nudging Booker's legs apart so that he could lay between them, he had no problems lacing his fingers together over Booker's chest and pillowing his head on them.

"Mmm, you are a comfortable bed, bello. Not quite as comfortable as the bed upstairs with pillows and easy access to oil, but comfortable enough to kiss you."

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"If you wanted my to walk upstairs you should have said something before you sucked my dick. I'll need a few minutes." Booker slid a hand into Nicky's hair and then pulled him forward into a kiss, long and slow and heavy.

He nuzzled against his cheek when he drew back. "I love you, Nicolo," he said softly, the words full of a heavier, deeper meaning. There was some apology in there because Nicky must have doubted it after all this time. But there was so much genuine truth in the words too.

He could give a big speech about it but this felt more real for them.

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He wanted to make a smart come back. Something about the length of time between Booker recovering and Nicky ruining him again. Maybe add something in there about possibly giving up on the idea of Booker sucking him off in favor of going upstairs to collect that oil so that Nicky could be inside of him.

Instead, he moaned softly into that kiss, shifting up to thread his own fingers through Booker's hair. His eyes were a little less than focused when the kiss broke and the confession that came after? He swallowed hard around the sudden lump in his throat, leaning down to rest their forehead's together.

"I love you too, Sebastien."

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Wisely Booker held off on another apology. He wanted to. He wanted to apologize for all the hurt and worry he put Nicky through but it was such a warm, tender moment he didn't want to bring up the old hurt.

He let the moment stretch on occasionally kissing as his hands ran along Nicky's sides and back.

"Hmm, now, should I finish you off here," Booker mused as he rolled his hips against Nicky's. "Or do we go upstairs and see what fun we can have there..."

He'd give Nicky the choice. The man could always straddle his shoulders and fuck his mouth if he really needed to get off. Or they could madly dash through the house naked, attracting all sorts of attention.

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The quiet declarations of love followed by slow, lazy kisses and petting was almost the perfect way to make Nicky melt against him, boneless and compliant and perfectly happy. Then Booker rolled his hips and Nicky's cock slipped neatly into the groove of his ass and Nicky shivered at the sudden onslaught of sensations.

"Fuck... That is up to you, Sebastien." He kissed him, a little harder than they had been kissing, his fingers splaying out so that he could flick a short nail over Booker's nipple. "Depends on if you want to suck me....or let me have you."

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He remembered a trick or two in making Nicky melt. It was nice to have a Nicky shaped blanket draped over him for lazy making out. Until they were both reminded of just what had started all of this.

"Hm," Booker mused as he mouthed along the line of Nicky's jaw. "I'd like both but one necessitates us going inside."

He squeezed Nicky's ass with both hands. "And a chance to take you so let's head inside. Next time I'll try to be more prepared when I seduce you by the pool."

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He groaned a little when Booker's hands kneaded at his ass, his hips jerking forwards a little at the implications. Trust Booker to try and turn Nicky fucking him into Booker being the one to do all the work. He smirked, stealing one more kiss before he pulled away from those wandering hands.

"Are you promising me an afternoon of lazy sex, Sebastien? Because I would not say 'no' to such a promise."

He should feel absolutely ridiculous, standing naked and hard, puffy lips and mussed hair. He was sure he looked ridiculous. But that didn't really matter. The only thing that mattered was reaching down to offer Booker a hand up, the muscles in his arm and shoulder flexing as he hauled the other man upright.

"We really should stash something out here for cases like this. Especially if you're going to be making a habit of swimming naked, bello."

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"I have no other plans," Booker said with a laugh. "We can spend the whole afternoon in bed if we want."

He got to his feet and stretched his arms over his head, feeling the pleasant ache throughout his body. Sex felt really good. He should've never stopped having it with this man and the others.

Booker put his arm around Nicky's shoulders for the walk back to the house. "I might. It's very refreshing on hot afternoon. And it brings me good company."

Leaning over he nuzzled Nicky's hair.