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Nicolo di Genova ([personal profile] peace_inthe_violence) wrote2020-08-27 03:49 pm

For [personal profile] transfuge

[Yep, still empty.]
transfuge: (Death)

[personal profile] transfuge 2020-08-30 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
Uh, it's probably not fair to do this without asking him how he feels about it... you know, without him.

[ As much as he wanted to fool around with Nicky right now Booker loved Joe just as much. He didn't want to hurt Joe on accident because he was thinking with his dick and nothing else. ]

We can still kiss though, right? You're okay with that?

[ So, no blowjob today which... fuck that sucked but Booker hoped they could kiss and keep touching.

Then once they worked things out with Joe... maybe blowjob. Fingers crossed for that one. ]
transfuge: (Desert Grave)

[personal profile] transfuge 2020-08-30 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
Shut up. I was scared.

[ Booker tucked his face against Nicky's neck to hide his embarrassed blush. He knew Nicky didn't mean to make fun of him but Booker was pretty embarrassed about it. He had hugged Nicky fiercely and should have kissed him but he froze. It was so stupid.

Booker took his hand out from under Nicky's shirt. Skin on skin was probably too much of a temptation right now. Kissing was good enough for now. ]


I think practice is the best way to get better at sex but if you want to read up while I go shower you can use my laptop.

[ He kissed Nicky again, then again, a few light quick kisses. Booker really liked this. ]
transfuge: (Amused)

[personal profile] transfuge 2020-08-30 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
That would be really hot, yeah.

[ He wasn't going to deny how sexy he thought Nicky was. There was no point when his feelings were pretty obvious.

Booker nuzzled his nose against Nicky's. ]


You go shower first then. I don't trust myself to behave if we're in a shower together.

[ They wouldn't exactly shower together because there were separate stalls but knowing Nicky was right there and naked?

Booker only had so much self control. ]


You can use whatever of mine you want.
transfuge: (Family)

[personal profile] transfuge 2020-08-30 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
Hey. I love you.

[ Booker didn't say it out loud often. He did stuff for his friends as a way to show he loved them. The words were a little hard to say but today Booker needed to stay it.

It was big what Nicky had done deciding to not pursue his life long dream. He had chosen him and Joe over the thing that guided his life for years. Booker needed to him to know just how much that meant.

Joe did text while Nicky was in the shower saying he was free. Booker brought up the video chat while he was sprawled in bed still and grinned to see his second boyfriend looking a little stressed out but happy. ]


He'll be back in a few minutes, I promise. He won't take long in the shower without us.

[ Booker gestured Nicky over as soon as he returned. ]

I didn't tell him yet. Get over here.
transfuge: (Excitement)

[personal profile] transfuge 2020-08-30 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ Take his hand. Really?

Booker hugged Nicky from behind as he made his announcement grinning hugely. Joe looked stunned for a moment and then laughed happily. He wished he was there with them to celebrate.

But he turned serious quickly, asking if Nicky was sure and that if he needed anything he just had to ask. ]


He knows that. [ Booker nuzzled against Nicky's neck. ] He knows we'd do anything for him. And we're going to help him figure out what he's going to do instead.

Besides us.
transfuge: (Arm Chair)

[personal profile] transfuge 2020-08-30 03:28 am (UTC)(link)
He's ours. I can't believe it.

[ While he was tempted to keep Nicky in his arms he let him go get dressed. Booker curled up on his side so he could see Joe and Nicky. ]

Actually, that's a thing the three of us should talk about. Nicky and I were going to fool around but we wanted to be sure that was okay without you.

[ It sucked honestly. Booker could see and hear Joe who looked so good and so happy but he couldn't touch him. Maybe because he was young and in love it hurt more than it should've.

They really should've been together to celebrate this moment. Booker figured they'd have to make up for lost time later. ]


I'd be okay with you and Nicky together if I wasn't there. Just so everyone in this room knows that.
transfuge: (Family)

[personal profile] transfuge 2020-08-30 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ Soon Joe promises them. Only a few more weeks before he found out which art schools had accepted him. And he was okay with them being together without him.

Nothing could change how much they loved each other. Since he had permission Booker sat up, pulled Nicky in close and kissed him deeply while Joe watched. ]


I can't wait for another night like Malta. Which is why I'm going to get a cold shower now before I start thinking too much about it and let you two talk.

[ Booker blew a kiss to Joe as he got up and got his things together. Like Nicky he took off his shirt before he left for the shower but he made sure Nicky was looking at him when he did it.

But he wouldn't be long in the shower. Booker didn't want to miss the little time together they did have. ]
transfuge: (Comfy)

[personal profile] transfuge 2020-08-30 11:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ Booker rubbed his hair with the towel then combed it with his fingers. He put on boxers but that was it.

He sat down next to Nicky and rested his head on his shoulder. They both looked so happy. Booker had already heard all about the program so none of this was new information to him.

It was nice to bask in the presence of the two people he loved most in the world. They both looked so happy. Really the only thing missing was Joe's physical presence. Once they had that things would be perfect. ]
transfuge: (Comfy)

[personal profile] transfuge 2020-08-31 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ They'd make it work. Booker would just sleep on top of them both if that's what it took or make a pillow fort on the floor and curl up there. Booker wanted them all together. ]

And don't forget we love you.

[ Joe smiled softly and said he loved them too then he was gone. Booker closed the laptop, set it on the floor, and then curled around Nicky. ]

Fuck, it was so good to see him.

[ He sighed happily. Sure, he missed him but Joe was really trying hard to get to them. ]
transfuge: (Arm Chair)

[personal profile] transfuge 2020-08-31 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
I'll get a job around campus and send you money so you can take the train every weekend.

[ It wouldn't be a lot of time to spend together but it would be something. Booker didn't want Nicky spending all that money but it was only here they could be together without Nicky's family seeing them. ]

And depending on where Joe ends up maybe you can go live with him and I'll come visit. We'll find a way to be together.

[ He smiled encouragingly. ]

What is it you said? It's destiny? We're supposed to find each other? Well, we're supposed to find a way to live together too. It just might take time.
transfuge: (Phone)

[personal profile] transfuge 2020-08-31 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
You can always text them. They'll respond when they can.

[ He ran his fingers through Nicky's hair while he breathed a soft sigh of contentment. Nicky could kiss his skin as much as he liked. ]

That's the beauty of modern technology. We can always have a conversation. It just takes place across different timezones.

[ Booker looked around for where he left his phone but it was out of easy reach and he didn't want to leave Nicky's arms. ]

At least we'll be roughly the same, just a few hours difference.
transfuge: (Family)

[personal profile] transfuge 2020-08-31 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
That's between you and Andy. I know you're not sleeping with her so it doesn't bother me.

[ Again, it's the little voice in the back of Booker's head that didn't like it. But he knew to ignore the voice. It was doubt and bitterness and mental scars that came from his father's emotional abuse.

Without therapy it would ruin this beautiful thing he had found with Nicky and Joe. Probably would've ruined all of his friendships, honestly. Thank God he told his mom how bad it got one day. ]


And it's Andy, you know? She needs the most love out of all of us.

[ They all kissed Andy, after all. ]
transfuge: (Walking)

[personal profile] transfuge 2020-08-31 02:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ He rested his chin on top of Nicky's head. ]

I don't know right now if that's what I want. I love them too but since that night in Malta all I think about is you and Joe.

[ Booker had slept with Andy before. Not Quynh because she wasn't attracted to him like that but he and Andy had fooled around before he fooled around with Joe. ]

Maybe if we're all together I'll feel it but you've got me by the libido and it's not letting go.

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