Nicolo di Genova (
peace_inthe_violence) wrote2020-09-09 02:21 pm
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Malta

This is a fairy tale of blood and bullets
It is the story of three men and three women and a small island between Italy and Africa.
This is a story about tragedy and pain, about healing and hope, but mostly it is about
love.
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She was how many dozens of times over his age, and Andy couldn't contemplate it sometimes. It was why they'd all come here to begin with. "Come on. Talk to me, Sebastien. Let us take care of you for once."
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None of them chose to go back to their family and watch them die one by one. The memories haunted Booker. And then two hundred years of dreaming about Quynh on top of that it was a wonder he was still sane.
"The happiest I ever was... was being a father. No parent should outlive their child. I lost all three because I couldn't give this to them." It should have been his sons, not him, that had this. They would've done more. "I can't remember my wife's face clearly anymore. I can see Jean-Pierre but only while he's cursing me. My other sons are vague. It hurts."
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So she didn't answer immediately, bending down to press a soft kiss to Booker's head, taking a deep breath in and out, ruffling his hair the way her nose was pressed against it. "You're all we have, too." Andy could haul him out of the chair, and walk him upstairs, fingers twined with his as they made it to the bedroom Joe and Nicky occupied. The bed was big enough for the four of them if they were tight. And they would be.
"Nicky," she murmured, just enough to make sure they wouldn't get summarily stabbed for tumbling into bed without warning. "It's us. Scoot over."
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At first, he wasn't sure where she was taking him. Somewhere private to talk? That didn't make sense because they were the only ones up. Everywhere in the house was private.
The others made sense, Booker supposed, since this was too much for her to take on. Fuck, he was a burden anyway. Joe and Nicky were sleeping. He shouldn't bother them with this. They had their happiness. He shouldn't taint that.
"Go back to sleep..."
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Until the bedroom door opened. He was sitting up and snatching the gun from his bedside table without really focusing, but it never really managed to get aimed before Andy's voice cut through his sleep haze.
"Andy? Booker?" He was confused, but he had absolutely no second thoughts about dropping the gun back on the night stand and shifting to give the other two room on the bed. He knew without having to think about it just the right places to put his fingers to urge his husband to move over without disturbing him too much. "Vieni ora, spostati..."
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The sound of the door opening and the voices weren't even enough to wake him, mostly because even deeply unconscious he knew they were safe here, and if that weren't the case, he'd have had far more warning. It was enough to draw him a little closer to wakefulness, but not enough to actually wake him, which was why he only grumbled and shifted over at Nicky's urging.
One arm was still folded under the pillow under his head, but he reached out with the other to tug Nicky -or, really whichever body happened to be closest- back in to where he could give his impression of an octopus again.
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"Family time. Be with us." She'd fit in next to Booker wherever he found space, in whatever arrangement they all fit into: it wasn't the first time they'd all shared a bed, not by a long shot. "Let us help."
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He loved them all so much. He wished he could let go of the grief that dragged him down and be happy. He wished he could embrace the love they gave him fully.
“I love you too,” he said softly. He didn’t want to wake up Joe and Nicky who were sleeping so peacefully. “I know you love me. Don’t doubt that, okay?”
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Booker ended up against his chest and while he had no idea what was going on, he knew that heavy tone of Andy's voice. Something was off and Booker was trying to pull away from them again. He wrapped his arms around his wayward brother, pulling him tight so he could press sleepy kisses along his shoulder.
"Shh, it's time for sleeping, not talking. Talking can come in the morning. Close your eyes, Sebastien." His accent was thick with sleep and he pulled on Booker's shirt until he was pressing his palm against the bare skin of the younger man's stomach. "Let us keep you tonight."
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He grumbled something that probably wasn't even meant as words as much as noise, burying his face into the crook of the other man's neck again, sighing contentedly and settling back into a deeper sleep once more.
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Over the hours until dawn--and if the others had much say in it, probably a few hours after that--Andy somehow twisted and moved until she was touching all three of them, tangled in legs and arms and utterly comfortable. She could sleep in just about any place or position as long as she felt secure. That Nicky and Joe and Booker were there meant she felt safe and loved, and woke with a soft hum and stretch, instead of a start while reaching for a weapon.
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But he felt drained after facing so many deep pains and heavy guilts. The large amount of whiskey didn't help either. Sleep basically dragged him under. He was lucky that he didn't have another nightmare.
This wasn't the end. He knew his friends would make sure he wasn't still struggling and they'd probably hover like worried grandmothers but somehow that didn't feel as suffocating as before.