She nodded, "I know it, and I will. Soon." That nod went circular, turned into a shake of her head before she stilled, "I still have to try and wrap my brain around it on a personal level first before I start throwing around the weight of that much history."

It ran the risk of falling and crushing her, metaphorically speaking, under the weight of all those years with the wrong question, or just the right one, and that was one of those things she was trying to avoid until she'd gotten herself to accept all of this a little more fully.