She'd taken a breath to say it was alright, that talking about it wouldn't break her again, but at that kiss to her head silenced all the thoughts with a quiet twitch of her mouth that even Andy would have been hard-pressed to predict as a smile or not.
"I wish I could look again. I miss her--she was...everything," Andy confessed. "I know they don't understand, because they still have each other. But it's like re-learning how to do everything, just...missing something. Everything feels wrong for a long time." And some of it never feels exactly right.
"It's okay, Book. You're not hurting me." Not any worse than she could hurt herself by thinking about it, anyway.
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Date: 2020-09-17 01:57 am (UTC)"I wish I could look again. I miss her--she was...everything," Andy confessed. "I know they don't understand, because they still have each other. But it's like re-learning how to do everything, just...missing something. Everything feels wrong for a long time." And some of it never feels exactly right.
"It's okay, Book. You're not hurting me." Not any worse than she could hurt herself by thinking about it, anyway.