[ Booker really wanted to say something about how it was pretty telling that as soon as he stopped overthinking Nicky wanted to kiss and touch one of the people he loved.
But he didn't. He wasn't here to pressure Nicky with his own selfish desires. They felt kind of selfish right now when Nicky was so conflicted. It would be comforting to him to spend the night with Nicky but that would make things messy.
And they don't need messy in their lives with all the big changes. ]
It's been a long day. We could go to sleep if you want?
[ They only have a few days together. Nicky will go back to Italy. Booker will stay in Paris. He wanted to spend as much time as possible awake with him but if he needed to sleep Booker would shift his thinking to cuddling asleep instead. ]
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But he didn't. He wasn't here to pressure Nicky with his own selfish desires. They felt kind of selfish right now when Nicky was so conflicted. It would be comforting to him to spend the night with Nicky but that would make things messy.
And they don't need messy in their lives with all the big changes. ]
It's been a long day. We could go to sleep if you want?
[ They only have a few days together. Nicky will go back to Italy. Booker will stay in Paris. He wanted to spend as much time as possible awake with him but if he needed to sleep Booker would shift his thinking to cuddling asleep instead. ]