[ Booker shrugged and smiled kind of sadly at Nicky. ]
I get really fucked up when people leave. So, like, if I kept kissing you and having sex with you and then you still became a priest and gave it all up? It would really mess with my head.
[ He knew his mind pretty well thanks to therapy. He would see Nicky picking the priesthood as not being good enough. It would hurt like hell to have Nicky and then lose him. ]
So, I just figured I'd be your friend while you figure out what you want. I knew we'd see each other more than the others and I could put pressure on you so I try not to do that.
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Date: 2020-08-27 11:19 pm (UTC)[ Booker shrugged and smiled kind of sadly at Nicky. ]
I get really fucked up when people leave. So, like, if I kept kissing you and having sex with you and then you still became a priest and gave it all up? It would really mess with my head.
[ He knew his mind pretty well thanks to therapy. He would see Nicky picking the priesthood as not being good enough. It would hurt like hell to have Nicky and then lose him. ]
So, I just figured I'd be your friend while you figure out what you want. I knew we'd see each other more than the others and I could put pressure on you so I try not to do that.